hello again

I deleted my myspace.

So, I'm writing in here. haha....It has been a long while.

-Amber

goodbye xanga. i'm turning 19 tomorrow.

www.myspace.com/at0687

screw it.

heyyousguys

stuff changed on here since the last time i was on. temple is good. i like my friends so far, but i still miss people at home. nothing can replace them. um...well, i really don't know what else to say. i have lots of homework. i accidently did my english paper early haha. at least it done, but it has tons of mistakes. my apt is small, but beautiful and lovely. i'm kind of switching to myspace and facebook now....esp. facebook 'cause you can block scary old men. i dislike stalkers. but people who just check up on me to see how's it going is fine by me. well, there are so many cool opportunities here. i wish i had my guitar. i really miss it a lot. although i didn't play it often (usually when the making of a song was flowing or i had a random urge to play). i feel like writing a million different songs here. i'm just taking in so much and i want to put out more of what i'm absorbing. i'm actually working out here too. it's good to stay in shape, esp. after i watched the movie "click" with adam sandler...you'll know what i mean when you see it. so i like to exercise. i think i might go to a dance class at the gym tonight. i need some new moves. most of you who saw me dance at prom, king&queen of hearts and the semi know i need new moves. i'm pretty pathetic when i dance, but i'm not afraid to show that i'm having fun. unlike the wallflowers who sit the tables to vegetate until someone offers to play cards or apocalypse to come. you guys realize you miss out even if you suck. also you lose all the weight you just gained from eating all the greasy pizza or that cheesecake. it's a win win situation. food and fun. what else more can a person want? haha

yea so i was up 'til two am last night, because i thought my research paper for english was due. it turns out it's due on wednesday-ish and/or friday (you can totally tell that i need to focus more in class). despite doing the rough draft earlier now i am somewhat ahead of the other kids. why didn't my teachers just make the deadlines shorter in the first place we could have cut high school in half. i would already be two years into college. speaking of college, it reminds me of the infamous ms. koch. she use to say on every year on the first day of her classes "welcome to college". did you know her classes do prepare you for college? did you know that williams valley isn't that bad? the answer is yes. i'm surprised just like you. if you paid attentsion in classes during high school and got B- 's and above you should do fine. however if you get into honors in college, you're going to have to play catch-up for awhile. but the regular average student that goes to college, your transition won't be so bad, but don't get your hopes up.

the taco bell  here is heaven. i love it to death. anyways, i'm going to study for my asian religions class and my math quiz....have a good one!

ps-i only updated cause sam told me to. lol.

Currently Reading Slapstick: Or Lonesome No More! By Kurt Vonnegut see related

still here. lol.

yeah i was suppose to leave yesterday, but my parents changed things up a bit. yes, i am a little sad that all my freshman friends are already at school and i am here. however, i think i'm really going to miss this place. most of my class has left for college or is preparing for a commute. well, good luck to the class of 2006 on your first journeys into the "real world" and as for the class of 2007 enjoy your last year of high school.

"never take anything personally...except for a compliment"

i'm leaving tomorrow.

Temple here i come are you ready?   

the question is:      am I ready?

NO.

liars

some people lie b/c they want to hide something. others lie b/c they want to hurt somebody. some just lie b/c they can and don't have a life. i know someone who lies b/c of all these things. i tried to be nice and understanding, but they just won't stop. they don't even have to lie. they just do so to hurt others and make themselves look all big and stuff.

i hate you. i honestly can't take it anymore. it's not even high school anymore. we're old enough to stop now. are you just that jealous of my life? that you have to fabricate everything and exaggerate the truth until it becomes a complete lie...i don't understand you. why are you always trying to hurt me and lie? yea we're friends. in fact you love telling people we are best friends and we're so close. then what the hell? why are you trying to make me feel like shit? give me false hopes and then let me down. i don't know who shit on your head or stuck the stick up your ass, but why do you have to it to everyone else. i think some people don't like me b/c of you. why? just don't talk about me and make up lies about me. stop telling people lies. i'm sick of your fake life. i wanted to know the real you. i hate fake people. i don't get it. why are you always trying to make me look bad? besides you can't keep your even straight...you mix them up all the time. i catch you a lot, but i don't say anything.

i thought you were my friend. you say your christian. that's why i don't want to be one. i don't want to be anything like you. i've been wanting to say this for a long, long time. you finally took the last straw...why are you like this? do you have no shame?